Better

Matthew is much better though his little bout with diarrhea this morning had me worried.  But all is well.  My belly hasn't been the best the past week but that comes with my anxiety.  That is better too.  It's not bad I just don't like dealing with it.  It sucks.  I'm a little anxious tonight but i'm fine.  My boys acting normal and goofy tonight sure helps.  Oh and I have a math test tomorrow, oh how I HATE thee.

Hold that thought...

Surgery is now moved to the 30th.  Matthew decided to come down with a major case of the stomach flu.  It started Saturday morning and he's still not back to normal.  David is fine now, he just had the back door trots, Mathew was out the top.  Yuck.

March... oh how I hate thee... My anxiety is at it's peak I cannot wait for April to get here when I can start getting outside and getting back to normal.  I hate having this GAD (generalized anxiey disorder)  My SAD (seasonal effective disorder) does not help matters.

So here's to no one else getting that NASTY bug.

Out it comes

Matthew has surgery next Wednesday, March 9th to have the pin taken out of his finger.  It's ready to come put because his body is starting to reject it.  If you look at the tip of his finger you see a little pinple looking pump.  That's the pin starting to make it's way out.  The doctor did tell Paul that he sees some new nail growth.  But what I don't get is they told us at the last appointment that is nail was gone, that it had come off yet you can see that his  nail is there.  You can tell it's not connected to the cuticle but he has a full nail there?  Then at the last appointment he told Paul "you know there is a nail there right?".  Well duh we saw it but that's not what you told us two weeks ago.  So I dunno.

I do think he is getting used to it.  He's not as touchy about you looking at it or touching it as he was before.  they did warn us that the tip of his finger might not grow propperly but chances are it will because he's so young.  It depends on if the break was on the bone in the tip of the finger or the growth plate that was forming.  From the x-ray I saw it was off the tip so I am not to worried.