My big mouth

Got me in trouble again... oh and facebook is EVIL.

My years in school were HELL... pure Hell.  I hated it.  I was the kid with the hand-me-down clothes that were not in style.  My parents couldn't afford the 'cool' stuff.  I had a major gap between my front teeth that caused me much pain too.  I got picked on BAD for it.  My parents couldn't afford braces.  I have them now at age 33.  Still can't afford it but it's a psychological thing for me.  I need this for my mental health.  I got teased so bad in school for EVERYTHING.  It was truly horrid.

Do I blame my parents in any of this?  No... not at all.  They did the best they could.

So now that I am an adult I have finally learned to stick up for myself, something that I should have done a long time ago.  Now that I am an adult and should just let things go... I can't.

My Grandpa... is dying.  Sad as it is I am ready for him to go.  He want's to go be with Grandma anyways.  He's served his time on earth and for our country he deserves peace.

Here is the problem...

Yesterday morning my Aunt Sherry who was staying with Grandpa because of this huge snow storm we got called my Mom and said Grandpa was paralized on his right side.  Slurring his words, right side of mouth drooping, and cannot use right hand. My problem was that she didn't call 911.  Instead waited for my cousin who is an ER nurse and Grandpa's home nurse to get there.  Ok, so he's having a stroke, why didn't she call 911.

I posed on facebook (remember me saying facebook is evil) that I was pissed.

My Mom nor myself realized that once you are in hospice you are supposed to call them first.  I honestly did not know.  My cousin Jenny who is Sherry's other daugher proceded to BITCH ME OUT on facebook because of my comment.  I tried to apoligize to her.  I had no clue.  She didn't want to hear it and told me to screw off then took me off her facebook.

Fine...

Then this morning... my cousin Kelly did the same thing. Of course I bitched right back to both of them.  I have the right.  I am human and I have the right to stick up for myself.  Humans make mistakes.  So I blocked all of them from my facebook.  They can't even find me.  So what does Kelly do... she used her friends facebook so send me yet another nasty message.  About how I need to grow up?  um no... you used your friends to yell at me some more.

So now my Grandpa is in the hospice place in Charlotte.  I don't even want to go see him because I don't want to run in to Sherry, Jenny, or Kelly and deal with it anymore.  I'm done.  I don't even want to go to my own Grandpa's funeral.  I think the only way I'll go is if my sister does not leave my side.  Because as much as I've bitched about her... I've learned my bitchyness from her.  I do love my sister even though she irritates the shit out of my sometimes... that's her job... she's my sister.

Onward...

And Heidi... no I did not proof read this... that's not my style ;)